Why I No Longer Feel Like Writing

Because I no longer know what I believe in.
Because I no longer know what I am fighting for.
Because I no longer have any hope that maybe someday it will get better.
Because I am always sad.
Because I don't want people to know what a miserable piece of shit I am.
Because I don't want my forever bitterness affect another person's life.
Because my days are lonely and full of despair.
Because my nights are long, dark, and alcohol soaked.
Because I have given up.
Because it's time to go home.